This would be my last post on my blog . I wan to make you guys realize something.


When you love, there no such thing as loving a little, but loving all the way. Love may not ask you to give up your life but it will require a lot of sacrifices for the special person and the precious moment of all . Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose the part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up with complete with your love one's . Choices that deal with love are like alcohol, when you are under influence of it tend to do things that you regret later on . Life is a mystery to be lived, not to be solved . One must learn to love oneself before one can learn to love others . Happiness is not found on the end of the road, it is experienced along the way . So take not for granted each moment of your life and you will find a reason to be happy each day . Life is filled with happiness, sadness, tears, smiles, laughter and other emotions but when life gets you down, just be strong about it and keep your head up high and have all faith in all things in life, Always remember; God is at your side always . I've learned that things change, people change, and its doesnt mean you forget the past or tried to cover it up; it simplymeans that you move on and treasure the memories . Letting it go doesnt mean giving it up, it means accepting weren't meant to be . sometimes our trusting hand that guides us through life wont always be there, and that the time when you really grow up and face life for the first time. But that hand will always close by. That's why great courage to love, knowing it might end anytime but having the faith it will lasted forever. Sometimes the people who you thought you knew, start becoming the stranger that you never wanted . Life is not about WHAT i've done, what SHOULD i've done, what COULD i've done ..its all about what i can do and what i will do . When you become the victim of a hateful heart trust your soul and walked away. Change is hard, you fight to hold on, yet you fight to let go. Never cry over somebody who never cry over you. Crying never lessens your dignity as a person, but its enchances our personality as a human being .

I have made an effort towards my goal, but i tried .

desire and patience always will be within me .

satisfaction is not everything,

love the person around us .

I used to called you my girl,
I used to called you my friend,
I used called you the love,
The love that i never had,
When i think of you,
I dont know what to do,
When will i see you again ?

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say,
Every minute of everyday
Girl im so down,
When your love not around ..

the reason it hurts


so much to separate,


Its because our soul are connected .

Sebastian my dear friend . Im not emo this year it just what i have done stupid thing and i hurt her feeling, till now i never forgive myself doing that . I dont know why i did that . Till now that person still doesnt forgive me . If she does, she never like this ignore me . That why im feeling sad . BUT i trying to turn the situation back to before .

Today the pain in my stomach is getting hurting . The person i always think about doesnt care even a little, but doenst matter . Now i have change from a bad person to a good and responsible person . I didnt flirt with other girl, and that people saying about me . I am waiting for some one special to give me the answer . I have gotten all credit for my subject but not sejarah and moral . I hope this might change her thinking about me . I have care enough for her but in return favour, she still hates me . Although she said that she forgive me , but deep down inside her heart she did not . If she did, she never ignore me like that . Im feeling that somebody saying bad about me and told her that but actually im not .

Today woke up at 8am and getting ready to go challenger . Akmal, Daniel, Ching Jin and me went for futsal . We played against the college student . Damn one of his friend kick my stomach . Now im feeling pain . The pain is coming back and forward like nobody business . Damn pain ..Shit!!!!!!!!