This is th braclet that i wanted to giv u since las year ..plez accept this

Today is Valentine Day ..my ex is going out wit my fren . I mean is my closest fren . Thats really break my heart and is painfull than breaking my own hand . I really dunno how to explain it . The feeling i had now, is tearing up my heart into pieces now . And today, im really lonely . Few frenz does concern about me but still nothing could cheer me up now . I could feel the fire is burning inside me . Everyday im trying to clear my mind but i couldn't . Today should be my special day wit someone but my expectation was not fullfilled.

Many people criticise me behind with their personal blogs . 'i bet u knw wat im i trying to say here', but fine in that case i wont talk with either of u all strating on now onward . I treated u all lik frenz but u all treated me lik a fraud . Then tats the end of it.

im really damn sad la ..valentine not even a single secret admire came and gave me something . I hav forgotten to giv Li peng a valentine gift and Jia Yin too . im trying hard now these days . I dunno why ...nowsdays i having 1 meal oni per day but i doesn't felt anything, jus feel sad . 2ml my classmates are goin to Pavillion on Valentine day . Haiz damn sad la ..

Haiz ....damn seinnzzz la ...evry time oso got homework to do ...damn frustrate la . Got 3 contoh Karangan to do and math 3 pages ...haiz ...but a las i drop account and take Perdagangan, but i feel sory for my teacher Puan Faezah . Hope She understand .

2day Yew Kwan is not happy. Im not sure why. But he look sad. He says that his friend now are far apart from him adi. He look very cute when he feel down . 2ml im doing the lisan for BM. Im doing about Shih Huang Thi the first emperor of China. I hope it will be moving smooth and score an 'A'

I feel sory for everyone ..I feel very upset nothing in the world could cheer me up anymore. I hav loses her now permanently. I wil never going to c her again now. Thing hav change now. I hav to concentrate on my studies. The necklace i bought for her it jus a waste now. I wil make her feels regret.