Today is Valentine Day ..my ex is going out wit my fren . I mean is my closest fren . Thats really break my heart and is painfull than breaking my own hand . I really dunno how to explain it . The feeling i had now, is tearing up my heart into pieces now . And today, im really lonely . Few frenz does concern about me but still nothing could cheer me up now . I could feel the fire is burning inside me . Everyday im trying to clear my mind but i couldn't . Today should be my special day wit someone but my expectation was not fullfilled.