I'm here without you baby . You were always on my mind that i can't forget you that easily . Trying so difficult to have this opportunity , i can't afford to lose it now . You still with me in my dream .

What happen ..? why ..? im sad looking at you like these ..i tried to comfort you ..but you seem to avoiding me and ignoring me ..

Yesterday night . Iwas feeling sad along . Hard to sleep . Something in my mind that i dont want to lose something . I was trying so hard to make *** feel better and i wanted to comfort *** but in the end, whats is going to happen, i will not know about it .

Why am i feeling sad and wanted to cry all of the sudden ..? is sumthing hurting me or there are sumone talking bad about me from my back ..?

Well ...this time im really goin to change my life ...im goin to forget everything i wan, everything that i love, that i admires of, that special to me no matter a thing or ppl . This song named Shine by Mr.Big really making me to forget everything in my life . I feel like i wanted to do sumthing special for the one las time ...is either making me happy or sad ..is quite complex to explain this feeling inside me ..

Can anybody help me to download a song named Shine by Mr.big ?

Well ..i try my best to see the way that i wanted,

but it seems the expectation was not full fill that i wanted,

so i better give up ..

LOOK AT ME AND PEI YING ..HAHAHA
Too bad lay hoong is not in there wit me ...T.T huhu

Friday, i have badminton Cheng Fai and me lost in the doubles game to Andy and SHORTY but we still manage to beat BERUANG aggregate 3:2 . We fought against the HARIMAU and they totally out beat us . But the are good cause they have the MSSKL players . THe bast thing is LAY HOONG cheer for me the most . AT least we still get a SILVER . WE ARE NO.1 AND WE SAY WE ARE NO.1 HELANG !!!!!

Past two days i hav games carnival . That was my first game to play tat is Table-Tennis . Unfortunately we HELANG lost to BERUANG and defeated SELADANG to fight for third place . In the end we still happy . Our FAN-CLUB captain that is LAY HOONG supported us all the way . Still is gud enough .