Well ...this time im really goin to change my life ...im goin to forget everything i wan, everything that i love, that i admires of, that special to me no matter a thing or ppl . This song named Shine by Mr.Big really making me to forget everything in my life . I feel like i wanted to do sumthing special for the one las time ...is either making me happy or sad ..is quite complex to explain this feeling inside me ..